The Day has Finally Come!

Today, our townhouse in Ottawa went up for sale!

It has been quite the process getting the place ready to put on the market. While purging, sorting, tidying, and cleaning, I continued my studies (only one more assignment and then one more course to go)! But there really has been nothing overly exciting to report until today, hence the long break in blog posts.

It is amazing how in only 3.75 years I have grown such an attachment to our townhouse. It really has felt like home. As I was purging, sorting, tidying and cleaning, I took great pride in taking care of our home. My efforts were motivated by the need to organize things and the desire to make our townhouse look beautiful. In organizing items I feel I am purposely planning ahead; making future tasks easier down the road. But I would definitely not call my work over the last month or so efficient. And how clean does the house really have to be for showings? Did I really need to dust the walls? Why is it important for me to have a tidy home? Am I too worried about what others think? With extra time on my hands I may have gotten just a little carried away…

All I can do now is hope that all the hard work pays off. But really, it has been a team effort.
Thank you to my mom and dad for all their help gardening, sorting through items, tidying and cleaning.
Thank you to Andy for being supportive and patient with all this house stuff during the busiest time of his career.
Thank you to my friend Stephanie and sister Lauren for listening to me throughout the process.
Thank you to our realtor Susan Oneid for setting up a great action plan and for being on the ball.

Here is the virtual tour of our home. A professional photographer with a wide-angle lens took these photos yesterday.

Hopefully all goes well with the sale!

Then onto the next stage of this whole cross-country moving adventure: finding a rental property in Calgary!

Presentation Time

January was a month of process. Alternating my efforts between various projects, I never felt like I was close to completing any of them. But I am now appreciating the value of progress that is gradual and thoughtful.

February was more satisfying. I finally sent off my teacher application to the Calgary Board of Education and have an upcoming Skype interview. I gradually started to run again, working towards my modified 10km race goal in Ottawa at the end of May. Course work took up a lot of my time, and continues to do so, but I am enjoying reading, researching and writing.

March will be an encouraging month as I finally begin sharing my Botswana experiences formally.

* My first presentation took place on March 1. I visited a Grade 8 boys class at my former school to discuss Botswana’s economy. We explored the country’s exports and imports, its current economic situation and the Kalahari Bushman controversy. The presentation went smoothly and the students participated well. It was nice being back in a classroom.

You can view a PDF of the slides in this Botswana Economy Presentation.
If you are interested in viewing the short video mentioned in the presentation about the Kalahari Bushmen controversy click here.

* On March 7, I will be cofacilitating a seminar at the University of Ottawa with one of my professors. While I was in Botswana, we collaborated on a narrative research study. I was the subject undergoing a transformational learning experience in adulthood, and my prof was the researcher. While abroad, I posted reflections about my experiences to a French blog that only my prof could access and then analyze. She is now in the process of writing an article about our project, to which I will be second author.

Below is the poster my prof created to promote our seminar. We are expecting about 15 undergraduate or graduate students from the Faculty of Education to attend. I will let you know how is goes next week.

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Nope, It’s Just Me

I fully admit it, publicly, for the first time. I am simply completely prone to mishaps.

Today I decided to finally photocopy the necessary documents for my application to the Calgary Board of Education. Upon returning from night class (yes, once again) while putting away my belongings, I realize I am missing my original Alberta Teaching Certificate.

I can instantly visualize it perfectly positioned on the glass of the self-serve photocopier in the corner at Staples. But then I can’t believe (kind of) that I could possibly have left it there, so I route through my other documents again and again. I decide to look up the store hours online and learn that the copy centre is open 24hrs. I phone ahead to see if perhaps they have already found it or some kind soul has turned it in. But no, the women on the line assures me that she has been through all the machines and there is nothing to be found therefore someone must have thrown it out. Impossible!

I decide to drive over anyways, catching every red light on my way: “How could someone possibly discard an obvious original certificate, and not just turn it in to a staff member?!” I walk in and go directly to the corner machine, confidently lift the cover, as I am certain it will be there… which is not the case. And the women was right, it is not to be seen anywhere.

Except when I peer inside the giant plastic grey bin of papers to be shredded, I can see it! It is in two pieces, the description part divided from the actual certificate. My name is clearly visible on one of the pieces. Someone actually took the time to tear the document along the perforated line before throwing it out! Unfortunately, I can’t just reach in to grab it, because there is only a thin slit on the top of the lid through which papers can enter and the bin is locked with a padlock. Of course the workers do not have a key (only the shredding company does). Relief, yet total frustration.

There is hope. The two pieces of paper are laying on top. If we (the two workers and I) just tip the bin slightly maybe it will move towards the thin opening. Only half my hand will fit inside the slit. We slowly tip the bin more and more, while all the other papers are thankfully not falling on top of my certificate. But the two pieces are not moving close enough to the opening. We need a ruler! (my idea) With duck tape! (one of the worker’s brilliant ideas). Sure enough I am able to gently stab the certificate and it’s description one at a time and slowly drag them out of the giant shredding bin.

I know the real question should be “Who leaves their original teaching certificate behind in a copy centre?!” Apparently I do. And I don’t know why this is. My wonderful parents raised me to be a very responsible individual. I used to think I was also attentive, careful and detail-oriented as they are. Perhaps this is part of my aging process. Or maybe this is a sign that I am more relaxed? All I know is that this mishap had nothing to do with Andy being away (he was in Ottawa, on-call at the hospital). I just read my post from yesterday, and one could think that I just jinxed it. But there was the lost passport incident and the missing cell phone ordeal in Botswana, and there have really been countless other mishaps. But I realize how lucky I have been so far to have positive outcomes and I am very thankful. In response to tonight’s event however, my new new year’s resolution is to be more careful. Wish me luck!

Stuff happens…

…when Andy is away, always.

Last year when he was in Iqaluit this same time of year, my computer hard drive decided to crash the day before my report cards were due into the office. Luckily, he was able to coach me through that ordeal and my administration was very understanding. There were two other mishaps, because they happen in threes, but I can not recall them right now.

This year the carbon monoxide detector announced (literally) that the battery was low. I knew this could be easily fixed, but still a bit of a pain. Batteries, lightbulbs, anything technical or electrical is really Andy’s domain. I did manage to get the annoying voice to stop.

Then there was the mysterious swollen elbow. Upon awaking Sunday morning, my left elbow was very sore to the touch, red and hot. I knew it was inflamed, and once again, this is Andy’s domain (he has a PhD in inflammation, and he’s in medicine). Except I could not, and still can’t, figure out what happened. I did not slip on the Ottawa ice, or bump it, or try any kind of new sport. All I did was sleep. Weird.

Lastly, there was an unfortunate series of events. Andy was due back from Iqaluit on Monday. However, he phoned to inform me that morning that his flight was cancelled due to a blizzard. The initial plan was for me to pick him up at the airport that evening and then follow my night class from home via internet. So now that he was to arrive the next day, I decided to go to my class on campus. Upon returning to my car at 9:00pm after class, I discovered I had a flat tire. Unbelievable. I drove around the block in order to park near the campus gym. Once inside, I phoned the auto-club and waited 75min for Andy’s Towing to come (ironic or a coincidence?). Thanks to text messaging, Andy could give me some advice and I was able to send him updates.

All to say, I was very glad that my husband was home safely on Valentine’s Day and of course, no further mishaps have occurred since his return.

Focused and Keeping Busy

Now that I have had time to settle in, get organized and gather my thoughts, I am ready for this new year. I am refocused and I have many projects in store to keep me busy over the next five months.

Personal Projects/Goals:
- organizing a school fundraising garage sale for SSI
- completing Standard First Aid and CPR training
- training for and running the Ottawa Half Marathon again in May, this time raising funds for SSI
- continuing to practice yoga regularly at home and in the community
- continuing to write this blog
- spending quality time with friends and family
- being a supportive wife during this busy time in Andy’s career

Botswana Related Projects:
- writing an article about my experience in Botswana for potential publication in a professional educational magazine
- co-presenting with Andy at CHEO about our Botswana experience
- co-presenting with my UofO prof about our narrative research during my trip to Botswana
- visiting a few school classrooms to discuss Botswana

Professional Projects:
- completing the four remaining courses of my Masters of Education program as a full time student
- reapplying to the Calgary Board of Education for a full time French Immersion junior or intermediate teaching position for September

Home Projects:
- finding new homes for much of our “stuff”
- packing up the rest for our move to Calgary in June

Mid-November to December, 2011

Before delving into my post-Africa adventures (which aren’t nearly as exciting), I thought I should briefly review what I have already been up to.

After returning from Botswana, it definitely took Andy and I some time to acclimatize and readjust to Canadian living. We have enjoyed reminiscing together and catching up with friends and family. What I didn’t expect, was to have such difficulty expressing myself in regards to our African adventure. When people ask “How was it?” or “What was it like?” I definitely reply positively, but I know my answers to not do justice to what we experienced. I’m finding it impossible to describe the richness of our adventure. It is our blog posts and pictures that capture our learning in Botswana and Southern Africa best.

Andy and I have definitely tried to make positive changes to our lifestyle based on our new perspective. We are trying to consciously live a simpler, healthier, more active and respectful life. We are taking steps towards reducing the amount of “stuff” we have. When we can, we are trying to purchase locally grown and organic goods and support local businesses. In effort to maintain balance, and because we love the outdoors, we are running and hiking and will start cross-country skiing soon. We are more environmentally conscious than before. And we have gained a greater appreciation for our family and friends.

But really, what have I been up to besides thinking about Africa, Botswana, and SSI?
To my surprise, I have been really enjoying my time off. I thought that returning to Canada without a structured routine in place would prove to be challenging. Instead, I think it has been beneficial for me to have time to focus my attention away from the stresses associated with teaching. I have had the opportunity to focus on me, family and friends.

But to be more specific, in the last month or so, I have:
- spent quality time with friends (my close friend Steph just had a baby girl!)
- caught up with long distance friends
- reconnected with family over the holidays
- enjoyed discussing life with Andy
- gotten back into running
- rejuvenated my yoga practice (download free yogamazing podcast videos from itunes)
- begun to enjoy cooking more, as I have time to discover new recipes
- thought about various goals and projects for the new year
- relaxed and rested

This time off has definitely given me a chance to refocus.
I am looking forward to what 2012 will bring. More thoughts to come!

Education at SSI

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Photos of the SSI facilities, program components and youth can be viewed here.

From August to November 2011, my volunteer role at Stepping Stones International was to further develop its Education Program. I had the opportunity to work closely with the Education Coordinator and another international volunteer. Through teaching the youth and training the tutors, I was able to share many learning activities and teaching strategies. At the end of October, I co-author the following quarterly report which provides a detailed overview of the various components of the Education Program at Stepping Stones International.

Unfortunately, the day after the report was submitted, an important donor decided to not renew its yearly funding of the Education Program at SSI. Despite multiple funding proposals and meetings in the last month, management is still searching for education program funding for the 2012 year. Please consider donating. Currently, each tutor receives a stipend of P300/month which translates to $600CDN/year or $50CDN/month. The goal is to have a consistent base of 10 tutors volunteering throughout the year. This money covers the cost of transportation so that the tutors can come to the centre a few afternoons a week to work with the students. The tutors are an essential component of the Education Program. The training sessions allow them to discover new learning strategies so that they can better assist the students with their homework and studies. To learn more about donation options click here.

Education Program Quarterly Report
August – October 2011

This Quarter’s Highlights:
Stepping Stones International continues to offer a supportive learning environment for students from Standard 5 to Form 5.

Focus Areas:
- Daily study time now supported by 9 new tutors
- 63 youth accessed Individual learning assistance from tutors
- 16 youth had access to specialised Final Exam support for Standard 7, Form 3, Form 5 students
- Study Skill Sessions covering topics of exam preparation (e.g. understanding and summarizing information)
- 5 Tutor Training Sessions were held (e.g. Multiple Intelligences and Bloom’s Taxonomy)
- 48 SSI participants involved in individual reading support
- Introduces new strategy of creating peer reading coaches

Daily Study Time
Our afterschool study program schedule allows for a minimum of one hour of study time Mondays through Thursdays. During this time, sixty-three students have the opportunity to review school lessons, complete homework, study for upcoming evaluations, and read books from our library. The participants can choose to work independently or in small groups, inside the main hall or outside in the shade. For sixteen students who are going to write their final examinations (Standard 7, Form 3 and Form 5), preparations were made for them to review final examination papers with their tutors. They were given more individual study time and attention in preparation for these final exams. Nine tutors, three mentors, and three international volunteers are always available to assist students with their learning.

Study Skill Sessions
Study Skill Sessions are offered to form students on Tuesdays and standard students on Wednesdays in the Leadership Centre. Dividing the student population into primary and secondary groups allows us to differentiate our instruction and the learning activities to better meet the educational needs of the students. Since August 2011, the focus of these sessions has been on study techniques to help the students better prepare for exams. Topics have included creating study cards, making a web, multiplication patterns, planning and writing a composition, understanding and summarizing information, and exam tips. The goal is to expose participants to a variety of learning strategies and activities in order to improve students’ understanding of concepts, study techniques, self-confidence, and academic results. Examples of such learning strategies include group brainstorming, partner share, visualization, kinesthetic activities, and team games. Examples of learning activities include measuring three-dimensional objects, drawing pictures, organizing ideas and information on paper, exploring books, and creating posters.

Tutor Training
Building capacity amongst tutors is an important focus of the Education Program at Stepping Stones International. It is essential that our tutors know how to work with our participants according to best educational practices. We want the tutors to encourage effective learning strategies amongst our students so they can learn better during our after school program, at school, and at home and improve academically.
Firstly, tutors attend Study Skill Sessions to offer support with translation and student learning. This also exposes the tutors to new ways of learning and they are then encouraged to use these learning strategies and activities when working with students during study time. Secondly, Tutor Training Sessions are offered once a week on Thursdays. Here tutors learn about various learning theories such as;
• Howard Gardner’s Theory of Multiple Intelligences
• Reading Comprehension Strategies
• Bloom’s Taxonomy (higher order thinking).
Tutors are then provided the opportunity to directly apply their understanding of these theories with our students during study time. They are encouraged and taught how to plan creative learning activities for small groups of participants. During training sessions, tutors are able to reflect on their strengths and areas for improvement and they are provided feedback and support.

Reading Program
Forty-eight students thus far have received individual reading support from tutors, mentors and international volunteers. To assess the student’s reading progress a log of their reading participation is kept in their education file. Some Study Skill Sessions and Tutor Training Sessions have focused on developing effective reading comprehension strategies. We are in the progress of developing a comprehensive reading program whereby more members of staff are trained as reading coaches. The goal of this initiative is to instil the culture of reading amongst our participants. Our library is also being fully utilised and organised. As more of our students improve their reading skills, they will see greater academic achievement at their schools as a result.

Members of Staff
There is a great need for experienced and qualified individuals to run the Education Program at Stepping Stones International. We currently have and continue to require the services of an Education Coordinator who has extensive experience in teaching and school curriculum policies. This individual is also responsible for the recruitment and management of the tutoring program. A teacher from Canada has been with us for three months bringing new and varied teaching and learning methods to our Education Program. This individual has planned and facilitated the Study Skill Sessions and the Tutor Training Sessions mentioned above. Teaching techniques have been shared with the Education Coordinator and another German Volunteer so that there is continuity in the teaching and learning program at Stepping Stones International.

Assessment
There are already signs of academic progress amongst our students. One Standard 7 student Masie, has become an expert at creating webs or mind maps from his textbook or school notes for use when studying. He has also helped a few other students use this study skill. Students are gradually building their knowledge of basic facts in math by using 12×12 multiplication tables independently. Several students are frequently approaching volunteers, mentors and tutors asking them to read with them. Another Standard 7 student Lesego, was very proud of herself for remembering to use the 5W+H (who, what, where, when, why and how) strategy when planning her composition during her exam. Stepping Stones International students are enjoying learning in new ways. Their self-confidence and attitude towards learning is improving every day.

Challenges
Despite our positive efforts within our Education Program, we still encounter several obstacles. One of the major challenges we face is having inadequate time with the youth due to the schedule changes at the schools. We would like to have more time with the participants at the centre in order to consistently meet their learning needs. The public national strike negatively impacted our Education Program. For instance, there is excessive pressure on our participants to make up extra lessons at their schools. The collection of progress reports from schools is difficult. It is often the case that the caregivers of students will not receive a copy of their progress report if school fees or textbooks are outstanding. Attempts have been made to directly collect copies of progress reports from school guidance counsellors, although this is often time consuming and hard to arrange. Even though we are in a routine of offering weekly Tutor Training Sessions on Thursdays, we still need to encourage tutors to attend the training sessions regularly and on time. Finally, our participants are still adjusting to these new teaching and learning styles being offered and encouraged at Stepping Stones International, in addition to their current ways of learning. It takes time for students to adjust to new ways of thinking.

Way forward
It is necessary to continue to focus our energy and resources in the area of education. Consistent tutor training is required in order to continue to build their teaching and learning skills when working with students. Study Skills Sessions need to continue to offer varied learning activities and topics so that all students’ learning styles are met and so that they are all engaged. Most importantly, those that facilitate the Tutor Training Sessions and the Study Skills Sessions need to have a background and experience in the education field in order to model effective teaching and learning techniques. These strategies will ensure that the Education Program at Stepping Stones International meets the individual learning needs of its participants, allowing them to learn and grow to their full academic potential.
For the remainder of the year, we will continue to develop our reading program. We plan to organize the books into reading levels so that our reading coaches and students can easily access a variety of texts and confidently work on improving reading fluency and comprehension. Our students will participate in a variety of experiential and interactive learning activities offered by tutors and international volunteers. We are confident that these methods will continue to instil a love of learning in our participants and prepare them for a new school year!

Looking Back at Public Transport

It took me eight weeks to finally feel comfortable traveling via public transport in Botswana on my own.

I am thankful for all the help and support I had in overcoming my fear:
- an important trial run during week#3 with three other Canadian female educators
- a door to door trial run, from Gabs to Mochudi one morning around week#5 with Mmoloki
- strategic suggestions from my prof
- several supportive conversations with Andy and the comfort of communicating via SMS when on route
- knowing I would soon have to take my mom with me to SSI via public transport, I had to know what I was doing!

Before leaving Canada, I was so excited about volunteering at SSI located in the village of Mochudi, but how was I going to get there from Gaborone? In emails I was assured that colleagues would be able to drive me sometimes and that public transport was not that bad. However, it was so hard to picture how this was going to work before arriving in Africa.

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So once we were living in Gaborone, and I was out to Mochudi back and forth multiple times with colleagues via car, and I had tried it out once with the other Canadians, I had concluded that it was that bad:
- the travel time was two hours one-way door to door which included a short walk to the combi stop, combi travel, a walk through the bus rank, a one-hour multiple stop bus trip, and then a short combi ride to the centre (not an efficient use of my time I concluded)
- in order to arrive home before dark, I would have to leave the centre at 1600, right in the middle of my Study Skill Sessions
- combi drivers can be careless and are often young and inexperienced, there are no seat belts, they remarkably hold 15 people and are almost always full, and the sliding door does not always close properly as the driver needs to pull the door shut with a string or use momentum to have the door slide close on its own (the whole combi thing is totally “sketch”)
- how was I going to communicate about payment, destination, and stopping without knowing Setswana?
- it was not clear where to catch a combi and which one to take
- I had yet to see one other caucasian person take public transport, but I knew many international volunteers who were already doing so on a regular basis
- the bus rank was a common place for pickpocketing to occur so you were advised by everyone to really watch your belongings
- it is not clear where to walk and where to go once you are at the bus rank
- it is a busy and noisy place: street venders are everywhere selling colorful candies, newspapers, brooms, toilet paper, shoes, sunglasses, fruit, airtime, you name it; Batswana walk at varying speeds and you feel as though they are all looking at you; taxi drivers offer you rides; random people approach you asking where you are headed, the names of Botswana towns are shouted as people try to fill their bus or combi; it is total sensation overload and very intimidating!
- some venders board the busses, offering all sorts of items for sale: candy, gum, gold earrings…
- there is no known schedule or system: combis leave when they are full and buses leave about every half hour, starting when was unclear

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But as time progressed, carpooling with colleagues wasn’t always an option as they would have meetings, work commitments, or school in other towns or countries. So after some time I started to realize that the day would soon come when I would have to take the leap and venture out on my own to Mochudi. I seeked support from colleagues and Andy in preparation which helped a lot. The Education Program at SSI was really starting to take off under my lead and I couldn’t simply not go to work because I was too chicken to take public transport. I have always thought of myself as a responsible and dependable member of a work team. I couldn’t let the students, tutors, other volunteers and staff down.

So out I ventured, an independent foreign traveler in the middle of Botswana! I quickly developed a strategic “survival” system:
- I walked quickly with determination: no gawking around, no stopping for anything
- I tried to look like I knew where I was going (my confused or nervous look was always hidden by my sunglasses)
- I was never dressed too nicely, as I brought fairly casual clothes, so I didn’t need to worry about looking too “rich”: many Batswana were better dressed than I
- I wore my purse in front of me and covered it with my arm
- I avoided bringing valuables with me in case I was pick pocketed or mugged (hence few pictures of these areas)
- when people asked me where I was going or offered me a ride, all I had to say was “Mochudi” and keep walking
- I always carried small bills and coins to help pay for combis (P3.50) and the bus (P10)
- I would SMS Andy once I was on the bus safely and once I had arrived at the SSI centre
- the volunteer I was mentoring to continue Study Skill Sessions once I left Botswana was gaining confidence and was able to lead the sessions on her own when needed.

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After a few times of traveling back and forth like this when needed, I came to realize that it actually wasn’t that bad:
- the people asking if I needed a taxi were simply trying to help and get business
- those yelling the name of a village, over and over, were simply communicating to everyone where their bus was headed
- people couldn’t help but look at me, I was the only foreigner in sight
- people were generally friendly and welcoming, and would help with directions etc… if I asked
- if you didn’t look interested in purchasing items from the street venders or the bus venders they didn’t ask you anymore, and they were simply trying to earn some money to feed their families that day
- there actually was a system to it all: the flow of pedestrian traffic became clear and the bus departure times were fairly consistent
- I learned to get my change ready quickly in order to pay like a local Motswana, through the passenger side window once you got off the combi as others loaded in
- I learned the best places to sit to avoid passenger traffic and the heat of the sun
- sometimes I would enjoy an cold appletiser or grapetiser on the bus (sparkling juice)
- I actually managed to finish a book (a rarity for me!): Race Against Time by Stephen Lewis about “searching for hope in Aids-ravaged Africa.”

During my last week, I took public transport seven times! I would have found this frustrating a month ago, as it is very time consuming and cuts into my productivity at SSI. But with it being my final week in Africa, I actually found this very fitting and enjoyable. What a better way to end the trip than mingling amongst locals, viewing the scenery and village life from the window, and experiencing the hustle and bustle of the bus rank. What a learning experience! I am definitely going to miss Botswana!

A Harsh Welcome

Today was my first day out and about on my own in Ottawa, since returning from Botswana. North American society was very unkind.

Upon returning to my silver Golf after an eye appointment, I noticed a piece of paper flapping in the chilly breeze. Yes, it was a parking ticket. Apparently, I have forgotten how to carefully read road signs! I thought I had been so careful to choose an appropriate parking spot, but a green P sign is only good if you obey the small black arrows which accompany it. I don’t understand why the spot was not for parking, it was perfect and had my name on it! I wanted to cry, but didn’t. Before I fork over the $50 (early payment rate), I am going to kindly write the City of Ottawa, explaining that I have just recently returned from Botswana, and that they money would be better spent as a donation to SSI’s Education Program, which has recently lost all of its funding (to be discussed in a later post). Do you think they will go for it?

Unfortunately, my eye appointment ran late and I couldn’t make it for a noon yoga class (I wouldn’t have been able to relax anyways after the ticket). So off I went to run errands. As everything was going so smoothly, I decided to venture out on the 417 Highway. I must say that after not sitting behind the wheel for 4 months my technical driving skills were quite good; I only stalled the car twice all day (not on the highway). This major road splits into two sections and the signage is awful on a good day. I did not want to go to Montreal so I veered left, which ended up leading me to the northeastern suburb of Orleans. After gathering myself in a shopping centre parking lot and checking Google Maps on my iphone yet again, I decided to try once more.

I finally managed to arrive at my destination: Costco. Yes, the giant store where you pay a membership fee so that you can purchase large quantities of food and stuff. After my African experience, I couldn’t believe I was already here. I felt ill inside. But like many people, I was driven by the desire to save money (so that I can one day go back to Africa). To ease my conflicting conscience, I bought only health food (some organic), no stuff, I spent only $113 and I resisted all temptation to eat samples (free food!).

And so that was my day, while bundled up in my winter coat, tuque, scarf and mittens after the 5cm of snow that fell yesterday. I miss Botswana! I think all this is a sign I should go back. I knew it would be difficult returning home and that some of my perspectives have changed, but I did not anticipate having to reintegrate myself into society after such a short time. I carry a guarded look and feel as I walk/drive the streets, just like I did when first arriving in Gaborone. I am happy to see friends and feel “normal” around them, but I am not ready to run into acquaintances, former students or parents. I may just have to stay in hiding for a while…. But I know it will get easier.

I am extremely grateful that friends and family have made us feel welcome! Thank you for the phone conversations, friendly visits with cookies, home-cooked dinner, blog comments, emails, Pacific smoked salmon, flowers, chocolates, and welcome banner.

Just One Example…

My colleague and friend M* handed in his essay on Climate Change a couple months ago now. Unfortunately, he would have received a phone call by now if he was the winner of the essay prize. Although, it is quite possible that the review process is behind schedule so you never know. I have been meaning to post this follow-up story for some time.

The essay was due on a Wednesday and he went to Gaborone that morning from Mochudi to submit his work. The following Monday, there was drama. I received a text from M* late in the morning saying something along the lines of “We entered the wrong category. My essay has been pulled from the competition. It is alright.” Ummm “No, it is not alright!” I thought. I was having trouble believing that we had responded to the wrong set of questions regarding climate change. But he then phoned to further explain. The Department of Housing had contacted him to tell him that his cover page should say Category 3 (for the general public) and not Category 2 (for in-school-youth, as he is an out-of-school youth). M* was not feeling well and at home in Mochudi. He was asking if I could please go to Gabs for me by 1500 to change the category number. I asked M* if he could simply call the man back at the Department of Housing, explain that he was home sick in Mochudi, and ask that the man change the number from a 3 to a 2 on the cover page for him. M* said that he had already tired that and that the man was insisting that he come to Gabs today. So I simply said I would do my best to help him out and the conversation was left at that.

I decided to phone the man at the Department of Housing. Perhaps an adult who doesn’t speak Setswana could convince him to help us out. I was wrong. He was unable to change the category number for us. And I even asked if I could come to the office in Gabs myself instead of M* as he was sick. This was also not an option. The man was insisting that M* himself come to the office by 1500, the deadline for him to send the essays off. In disbelief and confused as to what to do next, I explained the situation to an experienced colleague at SSI and she simply said; “Amanda, don’t try to make sense of it, you just need to go to Gabs now and see what you can do in person.”

Luckily, there was another volunteer that could drive me to the city. So after printing off a new cover page with Category 3 on it and reprinting the essay, off we went, desperately trying to make it to the housing office at Main Mall by 1500. It was a bit of a slow and hot drive, but once in town we actually managed to find parking easily. It took some asking around to find the correct office building of course but we did find it. After signing in at the lobby with security, we opted to run up the stairs to the forth floor instead of waiting for the elevator. This was a mistake. We had to sign in at every floor with a new security guard: full name, phone number, passport number, visiting office, time in, signature (this would not have been necessary, had we taken the elevator!). We finally made it to the fourth floor, a little after 1500, and found the office of the gentlemen I needed to speak to. I confidently offered him a new copy of M*’s essay, with the correct cover page and all, explaining again that student was sick and unable to travel in from Mochudi today. In a quick casual reply, he said that the essays were already sent off and that he had decided to change the category number with a pen after all. I could only smile and politely thank the gentlemen. And down we walked the four flights of stairs. Curiously, we did not need to sign out with every security guard.

So it was a happy ending! And I sent M* an SMS to update him that his essay had indeed been sent off on time with the correct category number. But SERIOUSLY, what a process! This is just one example of how things happen in Africa.

I learned a lot working with M* on the essay and we became friends. I also learned more about Botswana society. It is unfortunate that M* probably did not win the essay contest. But all was not lost. Just this week I received an SMS from him explaining that his English exam went very well. The essay topic was climate change and he wrote four pages!